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“The minute you think of giving up, remember the reason why you held on for so long.”
Hello everyone! I know it has been a long while since I last blogged. I was reading inspirational quotes today and I came across the above quote. “The minute you think of giving up, remember the reason why you held … Continue reading
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ED takes control.
Haven’t posted in weeks mainly because I was/am doing horribly. I’m back in treatment this time at denver erc. I’m so scared of recovery and i’m fighting it so much. ED is so loud and torturing me. He convinces me … Continue reading
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My Story
I’ve been very hesitant to tell my whole story on here, frankly because I’ve never shared the whole thing with anyone. This is by no means meant to flaunt my disorder and struggle. ED has ruined my life. I will … Continue reading
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Checking in
Hello fellow bloggers. Things aren’t going so well here in the big city. My mom, in an attempt to get me to turn things around, mentioned that this is 3 years since my diagnosis of Anorexia Nervosa. Something to the … Continue reading
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The denial of hunger
I took a little bit of time off from blogging, partially because I didn’t want to reiterate the same thing over and over again. That recovery is hard work, that I’m struggling, scared and feeling hopeless at times. The past … Continue reading
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Love vs. ED
This right here is the hardest part of recovery. Where it hurts and the only way out is to keep eating. I’ve let ED in this week by restricting and it’s starting to get out of hand. I saw my … Continue reading
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Follow up to yesterdays post
It has been a battle in my head lately, as I’m sure my last negative nancy post showed. Just wanted to follow that post up with a few quick words to let you all know that I’m still fighting and … Continue reading
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ED rears his ugly behind!
I’m having a really tough week. This transition back home has not been easy. I was excited to come home from portland, coupled with intense fear and nervousness. I knew at the Kartini clinic, ed didn’t stand a chance and … Continue reading
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And she rambles on…
So irritable and frustrated tonight. I had a rough day, finally confronted my sister about how hurt I feel for her inability to understand my illness. I know she loves me and I guess I will just have to accept … Continue reading
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I will be brave
The title of my blog, is fairly easy to understand if you are a sufferer of anorexia or a loved one of a sufferer. The need to brave when it comes to battling an eating disorder is what many outsiders … Continue reading
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